I believe. I believe totally in God's will and that he totally works in mysterious ways, whether to make us realise something or overcome an obstacle that we are confused about, He listens and His Grace just overpowers everything in my life to tell me the answer when i least expect it or He lets me find out the answer after thinking with His clues of course. I'm just super glad to say this =) Oh and there's no way i could've relearnt the proper way of throwing a frisbee just now if He didn't remind me how and blessed me with the consistency to remember and throw correctly so yes, God is always there and if nothing else works, God works =)
written ‚ô• at 8:10 PM;
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Smile
If we ever got into an argument and asked me what i wanted from you. I'll tell you now, all I ever want is to see your smile. Cause for whatever you put me through in the week, thats my drive for anything. Your smile.
written ‚ô• at 11:50 PM;
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
3 days later
After Saturday, i think something's wrong with my ankle, hurts like crazy... like i can't put it down straight, i kinda wanna force it to snap back... standing hurts as well but it isn't swelling... Speaking of Saturday, Ah Zhen gave birth to a baby boy =) congrats and 2day Jie took off the bandages for her ear surgery, it looks like her ears have brains now. Back back to the current topic of 2mw's lit exam... if it was abt Plants vs Zombies i'd rock 2mw's paper =) but it isn't so i think i'ma do fine. I hope.
written ‚ô• at 11:14 PM;
Monday, July 6, 2009
Feeling the rain
Went to the beach 2day, its been a long time since i was last there. Abt half a year to abt a year since i was there? Reached there and it started raining, got drenched. I couldn't help but take a walk in the rain and think abt stuff. Eventually sat by the waterside and prayed a silent prayer and just sat there waiting for the rain to stop. Funnily enough though the rain was pelting down and the wind was blowing and freezing me to the core, i wasn't exactly shivering and i kinda felt peaceful sitting there; i felt warm inside. I thought really hard about my dream and really believed it. I realised as i'm asking for some kinda assurance, its always there, just not exactly in the form that i'd expect but its always there. Only time is required and nothing's gonna change that. The only difference is that i was just too caught up in the moment to see, whenever the situation called for it, assurance has always been there and i had to get myself soaked to realise that. Yet i'm glad i did, cause getting caught in the rain brought home a sense of familiarity for me and anything that feels like home is good enough assurance for me. I just need to see and realise it =)
written ‚ô• at 11:57 PM;
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Totally whack
Consolance for the week, MI Ultimate ain't taking part in this year's 'A' divs. We ain't ready. I think. Not my decision, i asked and no one replied. So yeap, i found out just last Sunday. Don't get it wrong i ain't pissed or anything, it just means i can attend Youth Service on time instead of rushing and probably falling asleep as i'm worshipping. Since its the exam week it has be CRAY-ZAYE... All i've got left to settle is History which is 2mw and Lit Paper 5 which is next week, i seriously feel like throwing the whole of History out the window and just failing the paper, math went by pretty smoothly though, slept for majority of the paper and if i wasn't sleeping or stoning then i was desperately trying to do the paper, yes i attempted, but i sincerely didn't know how to do it so yeap math out the window, i did however get a really nice sleep though. Can't wait for History to be over man... like... then i've got round abt 5 days till the nxt paper which is like a week so yeah... but more time to study =D if i remember to... i'm blogging as my poor excuse of staying awake though, i should be studying but i know that if i do i'll fall asleep and then that'd be the end of it... so yeah...
"Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me, and afterall, you're my wonderwall" and somehow, i'm beginning to really believe that.
written ‚ô• at 8:43 PM;
Thursday, June 25, 2009
I'm AWAKE...
The only reason i'm ever awake at this hour during the holidays can only mean one thing, for some unknown reason i couldn't get to sleep thus i'm still awake though i'd desperately try to get back to sleep but somehow can't and i'm gonna have to leave the hse soon and not come back till late at night. SO, i've got Red Bull which i don't think is gonna help much since i drank one can already and still feel like dying. Now i'm trying to figure out how to make it through the rest of the day... Or maybe i should just crawl back into bed now and sleep... hmmm...
written ‚ô• at 10:27 AM;
Monday, June 22, 2009
Supposed
I actually wanted to write another random poem here but then i figured since i last wrote one on my poetry blog i should just say something sensible here. I've been saved by the grace of God. I can breathe so much easier now and there is some peace in my life =) I have the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I have her. I'm not lucky, i'm blessed =)
